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QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 28 Dec 2007 07:30

i kicked today. i played very well

so much shuffle bsos

laterz

Zeb Jackson · Post by **Zeb Jackson** » 28 Dec 2007 12:27

nice

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 29 Dec 2007 07:07

Dear Modified,

I write to you at 7:01 am. I have work at 8:00 so I can't say much but I gotta say this: I have been up ALL night. Yes. I feel AMAZING!! I had such a great birthday. I am really comming in to my self. That's gay! Lol. I have a tattooed artistic open-minded hula-hooping hippy Halle for a girlfriend!!! We just made love ALL NIGHT.. Like.. imagine replacing sleep with sex!! This has never been so for me, this has never been! She is so fucking cool. She fucking speaks my stupid persian voice I do BACK TO ME!!! We realized we have met in another life. We take bong hits together, we both plan to quit pot together.. She loves watching me shred, and she is a bad ass hula-hooper in training (not perfect but getting there!!! just like me!!) It rocks so hard dude. And the best part is, she totally adores me.. and I totally adore her. It's so amazing!!! Well, time to go to my totally chill job where I get to wear whatever I want, juggle lemonds, dance and tell jokes. I woke up at 3 pm yesterday and thats when I have to work until... so I will have been up for more than 24 hours which I have only done 3 times. Its gonna be crazy.. but I plan on eating 3 eggs at work.. Oh yeah I ate SOOOO MUCH food over the last 20 minutes.. chips salsa chocolate granola and trail mix.. REPEAT!!! SERIOUSLY I REPEATED THE WHOLE THING LOL.

Anyway I'm just sayin whatsup and lettin you know that my life is really good right now. I'll be in Portland on the first of 2008 so maybe I'll see one of you there..

Take care and PEAAAAAAAAACE

=Samurai

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 29 Dec 2007 20:12

Finally I am making some money in Seattle. I wanna give a shout out to Justin Dale for letting me live at his place for 2 FUCKING MONTHS without paying rent.. Also previous to that Zeb let me stay at his place .. not for free but.. I traded him my footbag card collection and a BAP Poster..

But yes, today I made over 100 bucks, and tomorrow I will as well and life is looking good. Soon I will be a self sufficient man.

Zeb Jackson · Post by **Zeb Jackson** » 29 Dec 2007 22:38

Wow you were awake all night, and then went to work?

that takes perseverence!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 07 Jan 2008 00:46

notes on a speach by Deeprak Chopra

awareness
filters through body
creates world
eavesdrop on the spaces between thoughts
observe the software that runs our body
and the universe
from that level when we put attention on something
can activate energy and information
you can use your intention to bring about transformations
begin to experience body as bundle of energy and info
and you as the source
in the spaces between thoughts
attention is energy
intention is transformation and information

2 components of awareness
which is biological information
the source is in the gap between thoughts
ability to influence energy and informational states
as different expressions of conciousness itself

active mastery over life
abraham maslows descriptions of the self actualized person
not bound or imprisioned by the hypnosis of social conditioning
the everyday experience of people
what we call normal is the psychopathology of the average
10 key characteristics
1 their internal reference point has become the spirit
not the ego
because they have had a direct exprience
has become internal reference point
more real than time and gravity
2 they know how to deal with toxins
toxic food, drink, relationships, emotions
3 shed their need for approval
the ego needs approval, seeks external power
needs to control, all are fear based needs, compultions
4 can use the mirror of relationship for their own evoltions
those we love and hate are mirrors of ourself
relationship is a tool for the evolution of our conciousness
5 aware of body as the experience of the spirit
we are part of a sensuous universe
alive with conciousness
6 life centered present moment awareness
this moment we are free of the past and the future
7 shed the burden of judgement
embrace and know your dark side to ultimately release it
replace fear based behavior with love based behavior

all there is is the self
i experience this world as an expression of myself
the body the world the mind is within me

i am the immeasurable potential of all that is
my desires are like seeds in the ground
they wait for the appropriate season
and blossom

what is this? why do we do it?

the answer is so interesting
why not?

<4

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 09 Jan 2008 01:39

Yo yall. Life is loopy. Lookin for a good job truely!
Oh my god now I'm watching the new american gladiators on nbc.. LOL this is amazing.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 11 Jan 2008 01:13

and I wondered... if I sat and meditated in my room, which I just cleaned and reorganized... and I imagined myself levitating, and I believed it... would I learn to levitate

And then I wondered if I could apply this visualization to anything...

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 11 Jan 2008 01:55

wave function collapse

bra-ket notation... GEEBUS!!! anyone here read this stuff??

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 11 Jan 2008 01:57

omg i just learned what an eigonvector is..

WHOA!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 11 Jan 2008 01:59

whatever happened to wesley (crusher)?

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 11 Jan 2008 02:02

conciousness causes collapse!

C-Fan · Post by **C-Fan** » 11 Jan 2008 10:28

You are one of a kind Sam. I'm glad you are in footbag.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 12 Jan 2008 05:47

at yesterdays session my hip was out of allignment.. so I popped it back in and shredded.. today i am sore but still alligned

---

i can smell it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! full time work is approaching!!

i bought a great shirt today

it says I AM TEN NINJAS!

YESSSSSSSs

--

and i drew today.. and played some guitar yay

and juggled

aight im tired

sam king!!!!!!!!!!!

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 13 Jan 2008 05:59

Hello.

I have been learning a lot lately. About many different subjects. One thing I am slowly learning is that there is more to this world than what we see. There are aliens around us. Now I am learning how to control my mind to expand my perspective. It's all about the frequencies.

Take it easy yall,
There is a chance I might suddenly dissapear. And you know what? That's cool, cuz then I get like.. jump into the next mystery. I feel like my whole life has been buidling towards this. My goal is to harness low tech and learn how to battle high tech with just low tech. Sounds ... difficult. I think it just needs a little ingenuity.

It's been a pleasure. Shout outs to my woman, Ashley Danowski, and my boys Lon Smith, Chad Devlahovich, Chris Pinkus, Jim Penske, Bryan Fournier, Eric Windsor, Eric Reile, Curtis White, Red Husted, Kevin Regemy, AND MORE!

Thanks for all the oppertunities you have given me. Now I realize I am blessed with like the biggest optional quest (you followin me WOW fans?) I am so ready to accept this red level quest.

PEACE OUT YALL!!!! Much Love from the up above!

-Quantum Samurai

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 14 Jan 2008 04:25

Chakra
Interdimensional Travel
The idea that if you just knew how to look you could see past the fabric of reality.

Psilocybe · Post by **Psilocybe** » 14 Jan 2008 11:22

Your blog is funny, because you're sooo crrrazy. I had a friend claiming he made something move via telekinesis last week, and I don't know whether to tell him hes full of shit, or just nod my head. I don't see him often, so I just nodded. He also claims hes working on reading the future with his wife. o_O Personally I think he needs to lay off the salvia and pot for awhile but what do I know. Yeah, hes still doing salvia? Came as a surprise to me. Who enjoys that shit?! The sad part is on saturday I introduced him to ayahuasca, told him the ingredients plus where to order, so surely this won't help his grip on reality. He was really surprised I knew about it, but I was into that like 3 years ago during my freshman year of college. I think he just needs a hobby, you know, besides drugs and WoW. Its good to talk about things other than drugs!

I'm a former "psychonaut", but also a dedicated skeptic at the same time. Hows that work? I think the rationality won out. Its cool that you and your girl plan on quitting pot together, cause nobody can smoke forever. But enjoy it while it lasts cause don't for a minute think I don't crave the neon crystally shit every now and then. But, I havent really tripped in years, and pot usage is at an all time low. I feel very....grounded. I mostly just enjoy the endorphins from hack. Natural and legal.

Take it easy.

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 14 Jan 2008 11:44

Its just me at the moment, no me and my girl

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 15 Jan 2008 02:27

damn I'm so high. its fucked up.

it sucks cauz i do it to mahself forest gump style

i agree with radiohead

im listening to music that i have composed right now...

writing poems to girls on craigslist

this part of my life i do enjoy

guitar solo

damn but yeah, its so hard to quit, when you like getting high

like

hard to describe from being trapped in it i suppose

anyway im not even trying to complain

"the hardest of tests
is to survive, to escape"

but then of course it goes on to

"youll be okay, baby
youll be just fine
youll be okay, darling
just dont give up"

i know i know

ls

yes fucking linux commands will be written here

so anyway i shredded today

it was tight
cuz i was off
cuz i hurt my neck
by doing crazy pullups
for breakfast
when i just woke up
at 4:20 pm
really...
give or take
but i had mad style
and keven richie shredded me
it was so fun!
cuz i shredded back
we talked about breakbag
the newest PHATTEST underground sport
that you probably dont even play
maybe because you cant!
i know im having the FUNNEST TIME
seeing how far i can
ive done stuff most bap members
have never even tried
lol im hyping you up

FOOL!

breakbag .. you wish you knew it

-SK

ps. the creator is the master! (the destroyer is also the creator)

QuantumBalance · Post by **QuantumBalance** » 15 Jan 2008 02:29

www.myspace.com/2hope4us