I have been out of the footbag scene since late 2005. I wont go into details about why I stopped shredding, but rest assured that I wont stop again until my legs fail.
I recently took up the bag again, as a form of exercise that I can truly get behind, and anticipate reaching my goal of losing 25 pounds this summer. Most of my forum interaction will most likely be regarding fitness and basic drills that I can accomplish.
(I just realized that this may be a very long winded post, please endure..)
Back in 2003/2005, Atom and I started a footbag club in Brantford, Ontario. We assembled once or twice a week to shred, and found local shredders to kick with like Johnny Suderman, Jorden Moir, Tom Mosher, Camille Surovy, Jon Haber and Jay Marsh. Together we created SummersEnd Shred @ Canadas Wonderland, and attended events as a team, like Worlds 2004. Thanks to this sport and these great people, I was the happiest and most physically fit that I have ever been.
I desperately wanted to give back to the sport, and the amazing people that I had the opportunity to kick with. So I decided to offer my skills as a graphic designer and web developer to clubs and kickers. I started a few projects and opened some peoples minds to possibilities of self-representation and promotion, and even did some troubleshooting for various clubs websites. I was genuinely at my best during this time.
I fell out of love with footbag, I was young, and life changing opportunities came around, and the sport I had grown to love and daydream about more and more each day fell by the wayside. The people that I cared about, and the people who had much respect for me and my visions carried on without me. I went through a period of sadness and withdrawal, but soon, footbag was a distant memory. The only reminder being a pair of broken down Lavers and a Suderbag that was well worn.
Seven years later, after years of sitting in a computer chair, programming and kicking Photoshops ass, I have found that I am not happy, I am not in shape, and I am not in contact with as many genuinely awesome people as I was before. I stepped out of my own depression and asked myself: "When was I the happiest, and how can I get that back?".
2005. Footbag. Camaraderie. The answer didn't take long to find.
So, here in 2012, I am making a promise to myself, never to detach myself from things that make me the best me that I can be. Never again to throw such an amazing community to the wayside. Never to give up. I am much older, much wiser, and in a few months, much healthier.
I am glad to see Modified in all its glory again, and I am glad that a majority of the people that I appreciate and respect are still active in the sport and online. I am also shocked to see how much the community has grown in my absence. I can't wait to feel the pressing desire to check the forum twice a day, I can't wait to start daydreaming about routines and that next big move. I can't wait to think in Job's, and wake up because I kicked a hole in my wall. I can't wait to become more involved in the community, and use the skills that I possess to make people swoon. I can't wait to order a new Suderbag or Mr. Sandman. I can't wait to make passers-by gawk at how mind-blowing footbag is. I can't wait to teach people about the sport again. I can't wait to travel to another big tournament.
I have found that muscle memory for me is pretty reliable. I picked up a crocheted bag and crappy shoes, and after seven years I am still efficient at basics. After getting my pair of Lavers, Fairy Ducking Symp Mirage in three tries! It is a really good feeling to still be decent at something you haven't done in eons.
So now, I am schooling simple basics and working on my posture. I am working to overcome my one-sidedness, and generally living a healthier lifestyle. I still do graphics and web development, but I don't sit in a chair for 12 hours a day doing it.
Also, I now live in Toronto, which equals more opportunity than I had in Brantford (Johnny can attest to that, I am sure). Hopefully this is the first re-step in the right direction.
Thanks for listening to my story. If anyone remembers me, please don't hesitate to say hi! I am the same lovable designer, now with more maturity and carbohydrates. If you remember my username, but don't remember what I did in the past, look here!





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There is more, I just can't find most of my older stuff.
I better stop now, typing is interfering with shredding.
